In the eyes of the mother we are perfect
In the eye of the father we are perfect
amongst the activities of living we may lose sight of this
Fact
But when we return to feeling, its fountain and foundations the true
remains; pure, tender, eternal, and warm
Through the lens of the ego we are not perfect
But a lens is not our eyes, our eyes also we accept and love ourselves
We are not confused by this
But we can at times be brought into an intellectual debate
A justification or defensiveness which
Does not change the fact
But may obscure our ability to feel it.
When we cannot or do not feel it there are times we feel
Lost, confused, vulnerable or at risk.
We are not an image, we are not how others see us, we are not particular qualities
We are a whole being which is experienced differently by others
And sometimes we also experience ourselves differently
These conflicts, games, processes, states, stages occur as possibilities or cycles within cycles becoming less varied as our sense of self returns to center, to source, to god.
Regardless of how we feel, it is always wisest to first
Acknowledge the fact
We are love, we are loved
In spite of what we may think or how we may behave
These things thoughts and actions, are not who we are
At most they are an expression of us
We cannot focus ourselves into being different
We cannot muscle it or intend it, we cannot avoid it
We remain who we are, acting in various ways
In various states of acceptance of who we are
and what we feel, what we are experiencing
Much of that challenge difficulty, joy bliss or experience is based
Within expectations and conditions we knowingly and unknowingly
Apply to ourself and to our experiences
When we have nothing to defend
We are at peace, when we are at peace
We are residing in our center
Remaining simple
No longer debating
or putting ourselves up to some kind of test, judgment, or criticism
No longer providing space for ourself
to come into contact
With violence
Comparing and contrasting ourselves
With others can lead to an overly mental orientation
That sows
Judgment and or superiority
These energies and principles are not
the respect, love and appreciation
Of the true father-mother god
Of the inner self
When we cease the measurements we exist
In freedom, living in relative peace and ease
In harmony with the universe
It does not require more than we are
It requires only that we honor who we are
Sometimes in spite of contrary or oppositional intentions or actions
From an outer
When we know this we have tremendous peace
And power, when we understand how to be eternally friendly
To ourselves
we lack nothing, we want for nothing
Much of what liberates is no longer seeking in the outer
What is already within us, to uncover we must also let go
of what we think is there, and allow ourselves to be led into stillness
Silence and calm so that we may listen and feel
In our feeling is revealed many things
As we refine our relationship to feeling
We cease treating our hearts like a treasure chest or a place to gather tools
We want them, our feelings and our heart
show us who we are in the voice of our parents
Which also becomes the voice of the holy parent’s when we have healed
The way we came to know love through our birth cycle
We come to know god directly as we lose the intermediary
of what we have learned
Of who we are, when we received felt or experienced love
This is a way of talking about it, but the consciousness that learned this is
Us, a christ child, who we must also lead beyond the boundaries of
Where it was made into the heart of creation itself, which is really though
Just being received by us, with our love, without conditions
Many of us have receive or learned that we are damaged something faulty or wrong, or otherwise incapable of the perfection God wants. If we let that line of thought go, we already know God does not judge, we are already loved, we must merely
Extend that love to ourselves
Because we can
Seeking reasons to love or not is a fools game of shadows
We cannot learn who we are but studying shadows
In spite of the fact that we do also get called to clear them and
Must at times also understand how we got to be entangled with them
Neither more nor less than that.
Trying to unravel the mystery of what you are not, can cause much suffering.
What that also means is just accept what you know of who you are even when unexplainable experiences occur or difficult feelings arise
Since there are always
Forces that do not want you to be free.
We have to be willing to walk away
If we want to end the struggles.
We not wait for approval from the views states of oppressors in our lives
We let go and walk on, no matter what we feel like
Because we can.
Freedom may not be the thing you think it is
But you will not get to experience something more than what it is
By waiting for a specific sign or state to arrive
What can also be a difficulty is letting of needing a kind of finality
It is not heroic, but we are not here to be heroes
That though does not diminish who we are
Who we are is more than any image or idea
Thus we cannot allow ourselves to seeking ourself in the images of aversion and pleasure
Avoiding and seeking what is not us for a taste of a thing
We already have a fountain of within us
Flowing quietly as we connect with our source
Within our core
We already are and already are
enough, loved
infinitely
and love itself
Merely learning how to express ourselves in this world
Which is too waking up
along with us
There is tremendous beauty in knowing togetherness
In knowing also that many shadows
are not are own thing and need not be managed by us
In living we come to know ourselves
In forgiving we soften
The gift of growth, when we trust this
We get to know god
We do not recipes, formulas, rituals, or gurus
Devotion to our own heart-path
Is all that is needed
