it is very painful for me, but my twin flame and I have been in contact for over 7 years, this happened straight after I had a walk in experience in 2014. I have been there for him through every stage of his life, being a friend, listening and supporting him through his partnership and sexual adventures with other women; but we are not together as a couple and it is very painful for me to understand why it's like this. I also support couples in twin flame relationships
Holding a space of compassion for your learning path and heart healing for yourself. The alchemical union stages of inner sacred marriage tends to be quite tough in learning all about ourselves- the behaviours and archetypes we play out, the romantic idealisms, and the spiritual growth and maturity that is also learnt through living life. I have written an article on my site, Understanding the twin flame as I have worked with hundreds of starseeds over the years in supporting them through their learning curve with the alchemical unions, as I had to work through a few myself in my earlier awakening years. I receive many requests for support with this topic, so this article was to try and shed some light for others to identify within themselves to bring a level of supportive understanding.
There really isn't a quick way through the emotional body clearing, it is to learn our own self-integrity and energetic self mastery in the process of gaining our sovereignty. If we play power games, seduction, damsel in distress, or whatever it is we have to learn - these patterns show themselves in order to be healed and dismantled. If we notice these in the other person - again, it's about how we respond to that energy. What we will allow, how we feel about ourselves. It's not just about the other person, it's about our own behavior and what we are learning is a strength, weakness inside ourselves. Can be very very painful, but also a long journey to obtaining real clarity.
There are stages to the personal lightbody building that cannot be skipped, and in the earlier stages of awakening - there are different people who hold different codes for sharing, and that they are not an actual 'final life time' genetic equal partner; sometimes we are met with an organic alchemical union person and at the same time 3 imposters are sent towards us as distractions which have a bait hook of attraction. On the earth everything has been done to stop genetic equals from finding each other, but we each have to clear ourselves from sexual misery as best as we can, we also have to remove the dark mother lunar forces from inside ourselves to truly start to build the sophianic templating. The connections we have with others help us to self-assess ourselves and where we are at.
I have worked with several women (and men) who held onto, and also perpetuated the runner-chaser type of connection that they allowed themself to 'wait for' the man or 'be the other woman' for over 10 years- in full belief that he was THE one. This created a form of secret hidden and deceptive relationship, or a belief that this guy was the absolute only one, in waiting like this, it re-enforces a belief that god is not capable of harmonising our spiritual relationships and it keeps the dark mother lunar force pain siphoning loop in place, until one party cuts the cords and refuses to play into the unhealthy energy exchange.
Another thing to consider is that after awakening or walk-ins (merging in part of another self), we are still perhaps in the soul and into monadic building layers of the lightbody. There are astral glamour traps in those planes of our own lightbody connecting into the collectives- where false christ light, bliss, astral bliss and false architecture sit. We are clearing those parts of our personal lightbody in these stages, it is done brick by brick until we get the energetic corrections and alignments in place. When the time comes to open up into monadic connections, this is a really vulnerable point in the ascension process where every imposter person romantic, false friend, false partners will be sent over towards us to create mass deception. Our dark arts training takes the next stage of real until we keep going deeper into ourselves to find more absolute truth. At that level of integration is where we are given our higher levels of spiritual tests and intiations, that we have to pass the personal resonance test to integrate the learnings we have lived through.
I understand how painful and confusing it can be, so just surrendering all up to god and asking your godself for support will bring to you the answers you seek, of which you will know deep inside your heart.
Sending you many blessings of support as you go through,
In loving kindness,
Mhairi
I would say that the baphomet fields in the 2D layers are underworld, and also parts of the astral plane 4D, and fallen astral plane 4D fell and was inverted in sections of its natural position in time down inverted into the lower fields to 2D as being sucked down part of the planetary heart configuration; these contain a mixture of fallen angelics, demons, she-demons, beautiful dark beings, horrible death beings, aliens, femme fatale she demons, incubus, succubus and jinns, jenies and random shadow creatures that pop up from time to time. There may be different languaging words used for the same purpose, I guess I call them hell realms as a general term; yet meaning the same thing - these entities who live within sections of the planetary body or in different dimensions of time, are not connected to source and must consume energy through another method in which to stay animated. There are off planet sections and pockets of alien machinery which are also filled with fallen entities or reptilian beings who enslave humanity in hidden invisible layers. We also have parallels in pockets of time, into the parallel universal structures which are also creatures, baphomet aliens, various draconian reptilians and evil entities stemming from there.
These hell realms and demonic gestalts are consuming, materialistic, offer bargains of glamour, are tricksters, seducers and project an image of charmingness or support. Yet, some beings appear because they require to be guided out of their location, such as, through a transit portal held in the shadow vortex or perhaps because they recognise your essence from another lifetime and want to try and communicate. Many awakening people find that they are being beckoned or enticed to interact with forces that they do not know what they are, because the dress themselves up as something else and give a false front. A bit like finding an attractive partner who ends up being violent or a cheater; there is no transparency with these beings. In my earlier awakening phases I had real life temptations, and in the astral plane temptations - which was aliens dressed as angels and trying to flatter me and tell me how important I was. This didn't last long, because I realised it was too far grandiose for my liking, so until I could understand the purpose of the communication I closed my door to everything non-physical.
It's going to be a learning of your own direct experiences, what you can determine. Awakening usually means our previously closed invisible doors are now opened more, and then beings of different kinds are now perceivable, it's up to us to figure out how to manage that and over time determine that. There isn't an agreement between demonics and the christ force, it's basically an offering of a return back home through the mother arc portal, and not a developed relationship. Mostly these beings are possibly wounded and require to be witnessed through compassion and then offered a space back home, all beings trapped in the lower realms are enslaved, and cannot get out without a christ representative to release them from their spiritual bondage. You may be learning some of that on your path, or coming to terms with what your senses are able to perceive. Usually a boundary test using your 12d shield will help you to understand which forces you are willing to interact with, and which you should not depending on your inner yes-no radar.
With Love,
Mhairi
Glad you are feeling better, the body pains are really quite tough sometimes! How wonderful you are sensing the cathar-rose repatternings, these go through various upgrades and change the female patterns in the lightbody into the organic magnetic, and these help us to shed the lunar parts out of our breath (caduceus implants) and the different lightbody building parts for the female solar corrections. We build our hearts into the rose diamond just as you shared, it supports us with our diamond heart and can also go through changes. These energies bring us deeper to the Mother-Mary-Sophia in cycles.
To support your home space, it is going to be helpful for you to use the set space command, and with dedicated use of this - perhaps once in the morning, once at night:
ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Commanding_Personal_Space
ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Transit_Gate_Vortex
ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Parent_Child_Protection
ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Ban_of_Non_Interference
It can take a while of repeated continued use of these commands, including shielding yourself for a period of months or longer in order to notice a difference with the entities. I am not saying this to bring fear, but there can sometimes be an expectation that a 12d shield will remove all forms of interferences; this isn't quite true. We do have to continually set the intention into the room or house, to set clear communication links on the vertical channel and to keep on doing that.
When you fear these entities it can be harder to cope with their presence. When you are feeling strong and neutral about their presence, it is then that you might feel to command them out from your space - either using the shadow vortex, or reading them their rights when you notice them - this would be like standing up to them and standing in your GSF neutral calm peaceful power, and reading them their rights and notice of eviction from your space as included in one of the links above.
ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Open_12D...Negative_Spin_Points
You can also use this command if/when felt resonant to also help shield your space.
Where children are being visited by entities or demonics or you can sense them around their field, you can clear your child's field and you can dedicate a meditation - the core soul protection removal of negative form from the meditation archives is a great go to. Your child does not have to hear the meditation but you can dedicate the commands within it to them.
What I have found is that our children up until a certain age are "inside" the mother's energy field, so for example, from what I've experienced our children's energy body is nested inside the mother's field.
The Zetas grey aliens tend to hang around social media platforms, games, dreamtime, but if you can see them - this is positive because then you know what you are looking at or dealing with. In your own meditation practise you can intend to shield the rooms, all sleeping spaces. You can intend to grid the house with the tri-fold flame, and to imagine and intend that it is impenetrable.
then I do not understand why I have to feel for other people and many times take their struggle and work my way through their suffering and problems .. is this normal? or where are the boundaries and how should it be?
I am and always have been sensitive to the energies of others.. so just want to understand this
I'd say this is a superimposition into your field, none of us should take on board anyone's struggle and work through their problems. We are finding our way to becoming more sovereign, and so even when you can feel everyone's energy it does not mean that you should take any action with it. For example, you might feel that someone is very sad in the corner, but you cannot process the sadness for them. This would be a lesson of understanding what energy is yours, and what is others. There is a process, that we all go through in learning what our senses and feelings are bringing to our awareness. Keeping a boundary in place and regularly shielding, will eventually lead to you realising that even if you can feel many different energies, you are only responsible for your own energy and feelings.
As Empaths, we need this lesson in so that we can build our own field and auric layers very strong, without being distracted into looking at or trying to solve the other energies from different people. Usually these stages create an energetic drain and a drag on our own bodies, so you might want to dedicate some astral field layers of clearing, and cord cutting from your own body. This can really help to make things feel much more manageable, and will be clearer for you to know what is yours versus what is not yours.
I hope this helps,
With Love,
Mhairi
From what I understand, I'm somewhere between the Fallen Tree and Krystallah bodies right now… (even though my lightbody is still riddled with damage and even though we are still working so much with negative ego, personality, and soul matrix healing)... so this shift appears to be happening despite not having completed those clearings.
I’m working with ALL of this. This was a miraculous talk… I’m stunned by the grace and love and support of God through you. I need to listen to this every day!
I wanted to share my perspective that although my being carries this “Path of the Fall”, that we are here intentionally embodying the Fallen Tree in order to rehab it. (We = oraphim consciousness working through an Indigo 3 contract.) I may be responding in fear to your statement about getting freedom from this "path of the fall” only at death, but I was told (through my own heart) relatively recently that my higher self purposely embodied the fallen tree to show that it can be rehabilitated.
There are a few items of reassurance I'd like to comment on. Please do not overthink this, or worry about it. It will be used to create pain and confusion within you, and you don't want that. The mind control is very tricky, so please shake this off and just let yourself experience your daily life practises, including as much love as you can.
We all earth inhabitants have a projection of the false tree of light of the base 10 artificial tree upon our lightbodies. This is different to the path of the fall. This is the base 10 tree which hosts the artificial timelines, and it is still in the planetary body - mostly we start to be able to remove those influences in higher monadic levels of integration, unless an hgs practitioner can remove them to support their removal too, but the base fundamental frequency is the overall say in the lightbody potential to host the higher light. The path of the fall is where a person has repeatedly refused the natural laws of god, and has not shown any intent to rehabilitate their consciousness into the ways of a christic kind being. An indigo 3 contract can be painful to get through, but this is different to the path of the fall. The 11d-12d stranding in the diamond sun template needs to be activated in order to remove the artificial tree architecture from being hosted and projected onto the lightbody. It just takes time. This hosts the false timelines onto the lightbody, but the more we just continue to follow our hearts, this is the key.
I had a 5 year short term period of indigo 3 contract where my path was to create a mental body husk template that guardians took from me between an emerald order oraphim and the regressed husk body of the nephilim who are hybridised with humanity in creating mind control distortions and controls, it was to provide a balanced male-female mental body to the nephilims rehabiliations in so that they could have that. During that time I was extremely indecisive, I felt like I had an angel on one shoulder and a devil on the other - and I was stuck in the middle without understanding why my mental body was so very busy and couldn't stop the inner chatter. Some people have a lifetime indigo 3 contract, but this wasn't the case for me, I needed this to observe the patternings in men and sexual misery playing out in stages as an observer.
The base 12 eternal tree of life diamond sun template is the main lightbody as the 3D expression of the human or starseed 12 stranded DNA template, or diamond sun template. The krysthallah is the double diamond sun or 24 stranded DNA template, which is the male and female 5D lightbody expression. In either template, the inner emotional work will always be the main healing. Mostly the first 12 strands have to built more fully until the 24 stranded template can "come online". There isn't a race nor a value difference. I have seen different iterations in different beings, there is absolutely no better than or worse than - it's merely - "where a person is at in their consciousness evolutionary stage for the most successful ascensioning at this time".
The inner gender healing and patterning between the male and female issues - externally playing out in the real life environment will support the understanding of what is being addressed inside the self.
I know how easy it is for the mental body to think something is true or happening, but the truth is that the healing of the victim-victimiser and general lightbody clear up will support any form of fear based response inside the self. So, try not to overthink if you have a fallen tree, because - this will make you think that you do, and then will potentially be used to manipulate you into thinking you are not doing enough to ascend. You are doing enough, you are here, you are willing and you are walking it! Any forcefulness, pushing, fear or thinking you are not doing enough and must work really really hard - is not coming from your heart-avatar-self. This is coming from a negative ego or mind control, or an entity, Our higher selves never ever push us too hard, there is always a non-interference and a gentle repetition until we "get" the message.
I hope this helps!
Sending much love,
Mhairi
Hello dear Mhairi, Good to be here and participate live. Always feels like codes are being shared/exchanged. What I find the most challenging is the to feel the reciprocal connection to my teams and being able to decipher what is their message (due to damage in the my receivers, possibly ). Could you share your experiences if possible? Thank you
Hello, in addition to the response on the call, I wanted to clarify something which I didn't get to say properly on the call. Guardians exist on different dimensional bandwidths and times, not just outside of time. Guardians are available to be contacted with, can hear us - even when we cannot exactly 'hear' or understand their connection with us. The Cosmic Christ home is outside of the universal time matrix, and so a lot of connections to those teams come through at avatar levels. In my lifetime, I needed to have connections with my starfamily teams in order to complete my mission. And, sometimes there were multiple streams of 'guides' angels (zetas, and dracs who masqueraded as angels to me) etc, who were vying for my attention; to create further confusion and muddy the water. It's a bit like; NAA see your DNA and know you, before you know you, and all different beings from everywhere flock to you when you open up into a new layer of your own DNA activation.
It is a difficult thing to quantify fully. For all intents and purposes, the biggest sharing I would like to share is that they contact your in your heart. It's a heart based knowing-feeling when there is a connection, and may already be taking place but you didn't associate it with a connection to your star family. Guardians have different body types, not exactly always humanoid, sometimes they do have a humanish expression, but it is generally that they are sun bodies, or giant sheets or waves of energies. When you meditate, ask for positive guardian contact and be open to receiving whatever you receive. Usually, there is a learning period of your own interpretations and connections; in so that you are building your very own distinct and very very trustworthy connection that only you can recognise. Then it becomes bulletproof and undeniable so to speak.
For clearer communication with the guardian host, it takes a lot of healing into the 10th dimensional layers of the lightbody, (the christ shield horizontals underneath the feet need to be in states of building-repair through the platinum christed 144 subharmonics shielding) as these have been heavily broken and reversed. Once the lightbody DNA receivers and transmitters are either activated, or repaired, to create what is known as a triad communication within the aura, it is easier to have telepathic relay with the teams. It also depends on the negative ego clearing, blindspots, consciousness traps and implants being removed, and also when the lightbody can sustain an embodied level of the auric field being fully built and created at the particular level. One example is that a person with 6D activations may sense and feel their 6D guidance teams, but don't have a direct interface yet with the Cosmic (Outside of the time matrix, above 12D levels) guardian forces. Each person's blueprint is specific to their life tasks, mission strands and on a need to know basis.
In sharing around imposter spirits and false guardians, it is not to create fear - but if you know that some entities or beings DO act as if they are guardian forces, then it becomes easier to comprehend the requirement to check, double check and test your own intuition for manipulations. It does happen, it can be sneaky and subtle.
One example I can give is that people say they hear the voice of god, and to me, I have also heard it - it sounds like Jor'EL from the smallville show, or some form of intelligent father based expression. This is a false god, thothian consciousness does tend to sound like that. The true god source or guardian teams consciousness may not have an actual vocally sounding voice. There is a level of encryption between lightbody to higher station of connection, that is truly decoded inside of your heart, unpacked when it is time to do so.
One of the best things to do is just continually speak to god, and don't expect an answer in that moment, or in any form of words. The connection with the aqua ray also helps, because that is the connection into the godhead, through the vertical and our vertical channels are always messed with - it can be high maintenance to get through various reversal fields, but it seems easier now than say 10 years ago, because the planetary lightbody has been able to massively corrected into guardian links - where it wasn't before. All in the progressions of healing into the organic.
Just test gently, everything via your 12D personal auric building shield. If your teams or avatar is trying to get a message to you and they realise you don't get it yet; they will keep it coming until you do have an 'aha' moment in your aura, and then they may stop the sending of that signal. Only you will know if you want to act on inner guidance, it will feel...natural and loving when it is in your best interests with god. In my earlier days, I was exclaiming 'oh my god! guardians are real!' I was overjoyed, now it's more of a normalised thing, so any (perceived ego lens) of glamour of the connection has been neutralised within me.
Guardian families will never come to you and urgently force you, they are non-interfering and this means that their presence with you will be a testing of your awareness, emotional hard work and mental body mind control clearing will be necessary as when communications are starting for your particular starfamily connections - all entities and false holographic spiritual holograms of AI will also be a part of that transmission. It is up to each person to determine their manipulations, in order to soley only connect with the purest essence of the godhead. It comes as stable, and not amplified in something that pings off the sexual organs, it does not hide or play tricks.
Hope this helps,
Much Love
Mhairi
